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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 19:07:59 GMT

well i havent written in this baby forever... i dont know what to do right now... i stated talkin to ryan last night again and we just got in another fight.. i dont this is ever gonna work out.. :-\

love

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 01:01:16 GMT

wow, i have had a great weekend by far... we met some real cool guys this weekend.. defintly the best time all summer... me n chels are true ladie pimps... eh well me n eric worked things out today.. feelin a little better... we were at the movies for a long time on friday n we had an awesome time... there was a bunch of preps there and they started talking shit on us and i got really pissed off and i almost punched them... i told one of the girls boyfriend to control his bitches and he came and hung out with us bc they were so stupid... that was seriously the first time that someone preppy and stuck up has made me feel so different... nicky n chet n ryan were there and they were lots of fun.... we met these two girls and they told us the guys were real cool... kate n rach... they love chet, bc everyone loves chet... rach knows ryan ... she goes to lauren and kristen and codys house a lot... shes real cool.... harrison is still mad at me bc im not goin to his show... they think its bc of cody when its really not, i cant believe eric said that... cody and i have our differences, but i cant say hes a bad person... dan and beau came to the movies last night too, em was there with ethan and noel and pat.. that was fun... im so tired i was up will like 5:30 and we had to get up at like 9 this morning.. im talkin to rach about brendan and mike... yeahhh.... everyones at fall out boy and punchline.. im so mad i was bein an ass, bc i could have gone... so far brendans been so cool... mikes kind of crazy i think... i was bein an ass last night to greg now i feel bad..... if you read this... im sorry... i hope it works out for you... well i guess im out.. i had a lot to say tonite... but its not like anyone reads this shit anyways... oh well

im out

much love...

kid

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 12:45:05 GMT

defintly didnt have a good night, everyone left without saying bye, i didnt get to talk to someone i really needed to... seth ended up being the only cool one last night and i defintly love him for it... jimi told me about the new almost cool songs this morning so everyone check it out www.purevolume.com/almostcool i dont know what im gonna do anymore... i guess i might go to the lake today and just stay there for a few weeks to get everything out of my head... marias been so cool these last few weeks and i defintly love her so much.... i saw lisa last night right after she got back from the doctor and she tore her acl, : i hope she gets better soon... im talkin to cody again which is awesome, hes bein real cool...

peace love empathy

kid

Monday, June 14, 2004

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 19:32:52 GMT

a bullet straight to the heart...

havent wrote in a long time//

i miss my boy :( hope this is gonna work out right... :-\

love always

Kid

Sunday, May 30, 2004

Sun, 30 May 2004 19:10:31 GMT

i'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat......

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Tue, 25 May 2004 20:44:33 GMT

Somewhere between Sanity and Cyanide...

bitches i love you

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Tue, 25 May 2004 00:22:15 GMT

so tomorrow i have counciling with karen biv kristen julie and kelsey... then going to lunch with the madre and the soeur then hospital then couciling... bitches

alrightay im out i love you guys

</3 kid

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Tue, 25 May 2004 00:16:45 GMT

hey everyone, i got lena on that last entry ;) haha all in german... biatches i miss lena so muchhhh

relationships arent worth SHITTTTTTTTTT bitch...

i love you karen UNGER

im hittin the roof kids </3

KIDDO

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Thu, 20 May 2004 20:34:21 GMT

heutiger Tag war einer der schlechtesten Tage, die ich überhaupt... im gehabt habe zu tun, also werden Schlechtes in der Schule und meine Eltern mich. ich wie Tötung selbst, fühle, Tiefstand töten saugt wirklich schlechtes... ich möchten gerade glücklich sein, wieder... ich ryan Gestern benannte und er couldnt es sogar erklärt, ich... die eine Person die thats mich glücklich wirklich bildend verlangsamt. uns weg treibend, aufpassen gettysburg morgen in der Schule, ich wirklich fühle nicht wie goign. daß war. ich muß zu dieser Kirchesache heute abend gehen. ich hoffe wirklich, daß Klaps und Peter dort sind. ich benötige sie, also Schlechtes ging ich, gestern mit einer Keule zu schlagen und ich gab alicia ein reales swirly... es ich schätzen kühl war, daß... ich ihn benötige, also Schlechtes sein verrücktes und ich es hassen... ich nicht verstehe, warum ich ihn. es benötige, doesnt jede mögliche Richtung zu mir... i ihn lieben lassen so viel. harrisons hatte eine wirklich schlechte Woche auch... lenas, für Europa morgen zu verlassen und im das Gehen, ihre shes wirklich wirklich zu vermissen, die für zwei Wochen gehen, das nur kleiner bedeutet, als zwei Wochen von des Brunnens ich liebe dich der Schule nach links aller so sehr viel... für alles jeder... ich liebe dich danken, das lieben, gebrochen Verlierer hearted....

::peace::love::empathy::

<3 kiddo

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Sat, 15 May 2004 23:32:09 GMT

Hey...

ok so today my parents order me a pizza before they leave... the pizza guy comes and i have music blaring and i have boxers on that are really short.... he comes in and starts singing some random song... he starts talking to himself, and then he starts talking to me about what kind of lights i have? i was like uhm... normal ones? hes like can i go look at them... so hes like looking at the lights and then hes like i am enjoying this song, mind if i stay? i was like uh well i have to leave in a minute... so yeah.. hes like ill be only a couple minutes... i thought i was going to get raped.. it was crazy...

well im goin to go watch the DEAD POET SOCIETY bc it rocks...

CRACKA (WHITE Bitch whore)

Harrison maria eric carolineee last night was amazing, thanks.....